Monday, December 13, 2010

Blessing for a Deacon






 When our parish Daughters of the King group gave a party to honor our deacon, I was not able to be there, but my gift to her that day was this poem.  Katharine's photo could be in the encyclopedia entry next to "Deacon."  She truly kept the needs of the World on the hearts and minds of our parishioners, and was always finding ways to help our parishioners share their gifts with people in need.  


May your heart be mostly full of joy.
But, though full of joy, when nonetheless it breaks
because you see with Jesus’ eyes
some Little One in pain,
and you can not rest
because the Kingdom is not yet here in its fullness,
may you know that the tears you shed
are precious
and, jewel-like,
reflect the face of the Savior.

May your voice be mostly full of love,
But, though full of  love, when nonetheless it breaks
because you cry with Jesus’ voice,
Begging us heed a call to serve,
and you grow hoarse
because the Kingdom is not yet here in its fullness,
may you know that your whisper
also sings to us
and, calling,
speaks the Mind of the Spirit.

May your shoulders be mostly full of strength,
But, though full of strength, when nonetheless they break
because you lift with Jesus’ arms
a child faint with hunger,
and you, too, grow faint
hungry for the Kingdom not yet here in its fullness,
may you know that the body you spend
will be renewed
and will, in the New Day, leaping,
lead us to the Lord of the Dance.

                                                      --For Katharine, with deep gratitude,
                                                                        Mary Johnson
                                                                        July 27, 2009

A Poetic Response to Israel pilgrimage


I alluded, in my Pentecost sermon posted in this blog, to the pilgrimage I made in February and March, 2009 to the Holy Land under the auspices of the CF Foundation and guided by faculty from Wake Forest Seminary.  It was an experience that has continued to have an impact many months after returning.  We were expected to share some sort of response to our trip when we gathered in June, 2009 for a post-pilgrimage retreat.  The poem below was my response.  It leaves much to be desired as a poem, but I have hesitated to edit it because it held so much of the raw emotions of our journey.   There is an allusion in the poem to our bus trip from Jerusalem to Bethlehem.  At the wall separating Israel from the Palestinian territory, Israeli soldiers boarded our bus and really gave a hard time to the ten year old daughter of our tour guide, who had joined us for the day.  We were scandalized, but she and her father took it all in stride, as just one of the indignities that Palestinians endure all too regularly.

Accidental Pilgrim


I.
I went to Israel
It was swell
But that’s not all
there is to tell

I went to Palestine
It was fine
But –not to whine!
we crossed a line

We crossed a line
We saw the wall
All is not fine
in Israel.

I went on pilgrimage
It was free
I read each page
They sent to me

Itineraries of archaeology
Unbeatable opportunity
Escape, perhaps, touristically,
Mind  engaged potentially

Heart guarded intentionally.

But

II.
Pilgrimage
Awakens outrage
Makes you look
Behind,
            beneath,
                        beyond the Book


Pilgrimage
sets the stage
for the Spirit’s hook
for the Shepherd’s crook


Pilgrimage
says, “Engage!”
opens a crack
You can’t go back.

III.
The option of disinterested impartiality
Is no longer a possibility.
The practice of poor Sapphira,
of keeping some part
of the heart
out of the mix--
spiritual fingers crossed
coyly behind the back—
Didn’t work out too well for her.
Why then would I think I can
Engage in such duplicity?

IV.
Geoffrey Chaucer’s merry crowd
as they were Canterbury bound
Didn’t know what they’d bargained for.
Told their stories, laughed and cried
Set their feet upon the Way

Ate the food that pilgrims eat
Saw the sights that pilgrims see
In a very English way
Found that they had learned to pray
by doing pilgrim things each day.

V.
Did our pilgrimage
make us sage?
We took the flights
We saw the sights

Jerusalem at night
Full moon rising bright
Rainbow in Galilee
rising from inland sea…

Cranes and gulls in flight
Herod’s ancient might
Jerusalem’s walls
Banyas’ falls

Nuns in baseball caps
Girls in head scarves
Boys with real machine guns
Old men in conversation
Too many salesmen in
Too many shops with
Too many T-shirts and
Too many pashminas.

Very many churches
Very many children
Very many pomegranates
Very ancient stone walls


VI.
Unphotographed:
A Wall
An ugly fence
A pile of riot gear
A crackling tension

Haman hung upon a rope
Visit coming from a pope
Yad Vashem and Western Wall
Che Guevera at the grocery stall

Little girl who runs and leads
Twenty grown pastors through the streets
Sits in silence on the bus
as soldiers board—she doesn’t fuss

Pilgrim eyes don’t look away
Pilgrims watch, pilgrims pray
bearing witness by our presence,
Knowing, though, we miss the essence


VII.

I went to Israel,
it was swell.
What did I take
home?  I’m more awake.


I went to Palestine
It is fine.
I think its pain
is becoming mine.

I went to the Holy Land.
It was grand.
I came home to Holy Land
on which I stand.







                                                                                    --June 16, 2009














Pilgrimage and Pentecost


Sermon for Pentecost, May 31, 2009
Episcopal Church of the Holy Family, Jasper, GA
The Rev. Mary P. Johnson

A pilgrimage is a journey with a destination that has special meaning for you.  You leave your present home behind for a time, and you travel to see someone or someplace that you expect will change you in some way, or, perhaps, will confirm and strengthen your ties or roots to a particular place.  Pilgrimages aren’t purely for entertainment, and often, to reach your goal, you expect some discomfort, you expect to go to some trouble.  The destination and the anticipation are worth it. 

Most pilgrimages have a religious component. You could call many of the people in Jerusalem on that first Pentecost “pilgrims”.  They were following the guidance of the Torah and making one of the prescribed trips to Jerusalem that God commanded faithful Jews to make.

I made a pilgrimage this spring with a group of 20 pastors from all different Protestant denominations and many different states.  We were in Nazareth.  We were in Bethlehem.  We were in Jerusalem.  None of those places are much further apart than Jasper and Ellijay and Atlanta.  We rode in a comfortable bus, and our longest trips were a couple of hours.    But walking from Bethlehem to Nazareth, or even to Jerusalem would be daunting.  Depending on the time of the year, the weather can be extreme.  The hills are at least as steep as those in our mountains, but the terrain of Israel was deforested hundreds of years before Jesus walked there.  It is rocky, dusty, windy, and ruggedly beautiful.  You would stay fit if you walked the way Jesus and the disciples did.  It would be a big commitment to follow the guidance of the Torah about pilgrimage back to Jerusalem for the major religious festivals.  It would have been beyond the capability of most people.   Yet people made the journey when they could, in the company of friends and family, and it was a time of fellowship and celebration.  It was a way of drawing nearer to God and being obedient.  Pilgrimage is something that faithful Jews are commanded to do.

For Muslims, also, pilgrimage, hajj, is one if the five pillars of Islam.  Everyone longs to make a trip to Mecca in his lifetime, and all able-bodied Muslims are commanded to make this pilgrimage in their lifetime if they can afford it.   There they pray at the mosque that is built at the site of the Kaaba, a cubic granite structure that may have been there from the time of Abraham.  When they return, they are honored in their communities as hajji, or hajja.

Christians, of the three Peoples of the Book, are NOT commanded to make a pilgrimage.  I think that the most powerful insight I gained from my pilgrimage to the Holy Land this Spring has to do with this major difference between our Christian faith and Judaism or Islam.  We are not commanded to make a pilgrimage because of what happened at Pentecost. 

Last week, Father Ted preached about the Ascension of Jesus and he said that Ascension is the time when we become aware of the shift in the way the church understands time and space and eternity.  Jesus, having been crucified and apparently defeated by the powers of evil and death of this world, and having been raised to life on the third day as a sign that the powers of evil and death could not defeat him, appeared to his followers during a suitably biblical 40 day period.  Then he told them to wait in Jerusalem for what Luke called “the promise of the Father,” for they were to receive power when the Holy Spirit came upon them, and to take the story of the Kingdom of God and tell it beginning in Jerusalem, and going out concentrically to the uttermost parts of the earth.   He led them out onto the Mount of Olives, just outside of Jerusalem, and, reminiscent of Elijah, he was taken up out of their sight. 

So they waited; and while they waited, they went back to that upper room where, just before his crucifixion, they had shared a final meal with Jesus and he had showed them that in breaking bread and sharing wine he would be present.  In that upper room, they had gathered, fearful and disheartened after his death, and there Jesus had appeared so unexpectedly on the evening of his resurrection.  Then he had appeared there again a week later and Thomas, too, was able to share in the joy.   So that is where they waited again.  I wonder if they figured that Jesus would be back again like the previous time, strangely undeterred by locked doors.  

Just as they could not have expected the presence of the Risen Jesus, they could not have anticipated the presence of the Holy Spirit as they experienced it that day.  John’s Gospel records a conversation between Jesus and his disciples on the night before he was crucified.  Jesus tried to prepare them for this shift in how he would be present to them.  His words are, to my mind, some of the most beautiful and eloquent in the entire gospel.  He says:
       Because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your hearts.  Nevertheless I tell you the truth: it is to your advantage that I go away, for if I do not go away, the Advocate will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you.

This Advocate, sometimes also translated “Paraclete,” is, in Latin and Greek, respectively, One who is called to stand alongside another to lend strength and to defend a cause of truth and justice.  Jesus promises in that same passage, that he will not leave his disciples orphaned.  They will not be alone.  He will continue to be present. 

But exactly how he will be present, they should not expect to be able to understand.  Time needs to pass.  Things need to happen for it to begin to make sense.  

So the disciples are gathered in the upper room, and the Spirit of Truth, the Spirit of God, falls upon them unmistakably.  God’s presence is powerful, as Jesus promised it would be.   The disciples can’t keep from speaking about God’s wonderful works.  They are like the young men and women in the prophecy of Joel, who see visions and dream dreams of God’s mighty presence.  Their joy and their power are contagious.  Three thousand people, residents of Jerusalem and pilgrims from all over the Mediterranean alike, are swept up in this event that we recognize today as the birth of the Church.

St. Paul, in Romans, writes of the Spirit of God--making us present to God, making God present to us!—in a way that is too deep to express in mere words.  This is a closeness to God that transcends the closeness of two bodies.  Jesus, in the Spirit, is closer to us, his followers, than he was when he sat at table with his twelve disciples. 

Paul also speaks of the Church as the Body of Christ.  It took the departure of Jesus for us to reckon God’s presence in this new way.  When we have the Spirit empowering us, dwelling closer than our own breath, then We are the Church.  We are the Body of Christ. 

We are the Body of Christ as much here in Jasper, Georgia, as when we travel to the Holy Land to put our feet on the stones that Jesus walked in Jerusalem.  Walking those ancient roads in Palestine and the streets in Jerusalem gave me chills at times, I admit.  Especially standing on the Mount of Olives.  Especially standing with my feet wet in the Sea of Galilee.  But the greater miracle is that miracle of Pentecost: Jesus is here; the Spirit is here, with us, standing alongside us to strengthen us for the one pilgrimage that we all must take, the pilgrimage of following Jesus here and now.  The pilgrimage of being Jesus’ hands and feet, going to those who are hurting and bring wholeness, stretching arms out in love to those who have lost hope.  

It is a pilgrimage that sees baptism as a kind of launching-off place.  Pray for three precious girls: Emily, Adeline, and Pearl, who will be baptized at our 10:30 Eucharist.  When they have that water of life poured upon them, when they have the sign of the cross made on their foreheads with oil, they will hear these words of power: “You are sealed by the Holy Spirit in baptism, and marked as Christ’s own forever.”  They will have joined us on the only pilgrimage that is demanded of the Christian, a pilgrimage that does not necessarily require us to leave Pickens County.  It is the pilgrimage of living here and now as the Body of Christ.  He is here.  He is among us.  We, the Church, are his Body.  We follow him here.

Coming Home to the Celestial Banquet

This was the first time, in over twenty years of ordained ministry, that I presided at the burial of a peer, not somebody much younger or older than I .  Allen's husband, Phil, had been our senior warden when she was diagnosed.  Some time later, I shared in the wedding of Phil to a wonderful, and very different, woman, Carolyn.  And a few months later, we rejoiced as Phil's first grandchild was born.  Parish priesthood is a ministry of presence, of rejoicing with those who rejoice and weeping with those who weep, and virtually always one receives more than one is able to give. 



Homily
In Memory of Allen Anderson
Episcopal Church of the Holy Family
July 2, 2008


My friends, everyone here today has been blessed, directly or indirectly, by Allen Anderson.  Some of you have known Allen your whole life.  Some of us have known her for only a few years.  Yet we all know her—and I use the present tense on purpose—to be a woman of integrity, grace and humor.  She started out wise—her siblings sometimes call her “the Wise One.”  And then she gained additional wisdom in the crucible of disease and pain. 

Some people joke that children are like pancakes and that they make so many mistakes with the first one that it should be tossed away.  But nobody would say that about Allen.  She was the eldest of four: it was Allen and Barry and “the girls,” Ann and Katie.  She was born in Yokohama, Japan, where her father was an Army officer.  Twice the family spent time in France, where Barry remembers biking with Allen and bunches of friends through the countryside.  But in Allen’s high school years the family was settled in Virginia.  Allen Bartley met Phil Anderson once during high school, but they really caught each other’s eye when she was a student at Madison College and he was at VMI.  Allen had gone to visit Barry, also a VMI cadet, and there was Phil.  Barry didn’t see him as dating material for his sister: Phil was one of the most feared 2nd classmen in the Corps of Cadets.

Here’s Barry’s summary of the rest of the story:
They got married after Allen graduated, went to Fort Bragg, had a baby girl named Sarah, went lots of neat places and ended up in Big Canoe.  But that’s not all. Along the way Allen proved to herself and others that she was a woman, a wife, an Army wife, a General’s wife, and there is a difference, a loving mother and mother in law, an outstanding teacher, got her Masters Degree in Education with Honors, was a giver of both herself and her time, a gentle lady, an entertainer par excellence, a cook with a gourmet chef’s eye and for Ann, Kate, and me, as she and I used to kid each other when I would end emails as her Bigger, Taller, Brother, she was our “older and wiser” sister.

We all know that Allen was legendary for making wherever she lived a home where she would welcome guests with her gracious hospitality.  Being an Army wife means lots of moves.  Dean Kershaw mentioned that Allen could manage in any place they were sent, but preferred plenty of closet space.  Ann and Kate were saying that Allen continued to take an interest in her home, and would direct them to move the rugs an inch or two in one direction or another.  Everything has its well-planned place, including a few pictures that were recently framed. Allen knew exactly where they should go, and Ann and Phil will make sure that her wishes are honored.  Guests in her home could see that Allen’s legendary organizing skills had been put to good use.  We read today from the Gospel of John where Jesus says this:
Do not let your hearts be troubled.  Believe in God, believe also in me.  In my Father’s house there are many dwelling places.  If it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you?  And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, so that where I am, there you may be also.

Allen the homemaker now has a home prepared for her.  Allen now is at home.

Allen had beautiful receptions and parties at her home.  As chair of our parish Hospitality Ministry, you could just see the creative juices flowing, as she planned every detail.  I found the following email from Allen.
Date: 10-29-2005
Subject: Thanksgiving Service Reception
Mary, your “cooking buddy” is at it again.  I made fabulous old fashioned ginger snaps (a good friend’s recipe) yesterday…Jack loved them so they must be good.  And I found a recipe in my file (handwritten from a friend so they must be good also) for pumpkin cookies.  I would be delighted to make both from scratch…approximately 10 dozen+ in all.  We would also need to purchase apple cider…maybe six gallons.  Let me know what you think.

As far as decorations…I have two Thanksgiving-ish table toppers…one rectangular, the other round…and we have centerpieces and candles to coordinate.  And I have fall plates and baskets on/in which to serve cookies.  Hospitality Ministry would provide cups and napkins (we do have some with fall motif).

See you tomorrow.  Take care, Allen

Our parish chapter of Daughters of the King, of which Allen is a member, has provided the reception to which you’re all invited after this service, in the Parish Hall.  They’ve made it extra special in Allen’s honor.  It was the least we could do.

That’s why it was so appropriate that we read this morning from the book of Isaiah.  There the prophet envisions the culmination of all things as a “feast of rich foods and well-aged wines.”   Allen is feasting!  She is feasting in God’s presence, where God promises to “swallow up death forever,” and to “wipe away all tears.”  The prophet concludes: “It will be said on that day, ‘Lo, this is our God; we have waited for him, so that he might save us.  This is the LORD for whom we have waited; let us be glad and rejoice in his salvation.”

And what can we say about a terrible auto-immune disease that takes the body’s own collagen and stiffens organs like the heart, esophagus, and lungs?  It is so unfair! (But I can hear my own mother saying something that Allen would, I know, echo: Who said life is supposed to be fair?)  Nobody should hurt like that.  While I believe that God helps us to bear our suffering, I do not think God sends us suffering, to test us or for any other reason. 

Allen did not let her disease define her life.  She kept a lively email correspondence going. She stayed in touch with friends and family by phone when she didn’t have the energy or mobility to get out easily.  She kept her sense of proportion and her sense of humor.  Here are a few choice “Allenisms”:

            Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.
Growing old is mandatory; growing up is optional.
            Forget the health food.  I need all the preservatives I can get.
            When you fall down, you wonder what else you can do while you’re down there.
            It’s frustrating when you know all the answers but nobody bothers to ask you the questions.
            Time may be a great healer, but it’s a lousy beautician.
            Wrinkles don’t hurt.
            Life is short. Break the rules. forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.

Here’s what I observed over the last couple of years as Allen started to “just not feel good”: Allen and Phil, whose love for each other is legendary, found that in this difficult time their love grew deeper, deeper than they knew it could.  We read today from St. Paul’s Letter to the Christians in Corinth: that amazing passage about love that we hear at so many weddings.  Yet it seemed appropriate for today’s occasion also.  Paul is speaking here about the kind of un-self-interested love that is to characterize the relationships between followers of Jesus.  The words are beautiful and full of lofty ideals.  But God gives most of us a very practical venue for learning how to take those ideals and guide our daily behavior by them.  And that venue is marriage.  Like Lucy, the character in the Charlie Brown cartoon, who once said, “I love humanity; it’s people I can’t stand!”, we may love the ideals and still find them hard to apply to that one individual with whom we share closets and kitchen counter space and the TV remote. 
§       “Love is patient,” Paul says.  Phil was patient when Allen insisted on one particular pair of shoes and he had to go back to the closet several times to get the right ones.  (Allen was patient, too—I think!)
§       Love is kind.”  Phil returned the kindnesses that Allen had given as a matter of course when they were both well.  One of Allen’s sisters told me that Allen’s routine during the years that Phil was working was to wake up early and make coffee, press his clothes, make breakfast for Phil and a lunch to take with him, and then, when he was out the door, to do all but the last-minute preparations for that night’s dinner.  Then the rest of the day was free for whatever wonderful things might transpire.  And when Phil returned home at night, if Allen was on the phone—and we know how she talked on the phone!—she would wrap up the conversation in order to be fully present to him.  Phil, when it was his turn, attended to Allen’s every need, including her need for order and a beautiful, welcoming home.  As she said in an email to her brother: “Phil has been wonderful throughout this ordeal, patient, kind, and understanding…and has even found the inside of the dishwasher and he knows how to fold clothes out of the dryer.”  That stuff wasn’t on the VMI curriculum.
§       “Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful.”  I never heard either partner of this amazing couple complaining, even though Allen’s illness dramatically changed the course of their lives.
§       “Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” One thing that Allen, the one who showed so much of her love by doing acts of kindness, learned during her illness was the joy of receiving love and care. 


Sometimes it’s tempting to think that maybe loving so passionately and so com-passionately is only  going to set one up for pain in the end.   Fearing terrible losses in the future, some people can’t bring themselves to offer such love.  But in my experience,
it is the people whose love is poured out without any reservations who also find healing when their spouse or parent precedes them in death.  Sarah observed to me that she had had a very meaningful Mother’s Day this year with Allen.  They enjoyed and cherished the time they spent together.  And Phil mentioned that last Thursday was their anniversary, and each had expressed to the other their joy in being together for 38 years.

I used to work for IBM, where there was a “need to know” policy that was supposed to stop corporate espionage. If you didn’t need to know something to do your job, you weren’t told.  Many of you here work in another organization with a “need to know” policy.  I’ve long contended that God seems to have a similar “need to know” policy about what happens after we die.  And we all want to know something about that time, because in the human race, there is a 100% mortality rate.  We all will die someday.  there’s so much we wish we knew but we don’t.  We do, however, know a few things:
§       We know, from St. Paul’s letter to the Romans, that nothing, nothing, nothing, not even death itself, can separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. Allen is deeply loved by the God who created her and who gave us to her to love and be loved. Allen in present with God in ways so profound that we can hardly imagine now.
§       We know that in death, we enter into the presence of God in a way different from the way we experience God now, and that Jesus has prepared a place for Allen.
§       We know that through the Old and New Testaments of our Bible, there’s a pervasive metaphor for God’s eternity; and it’s the metaphor of the celestial banquet.  We know that Allen is feasting.

How do we honor the memory of this generous, hospitable, organized, funny, spontaneous person that we know as Allen Anderson, until the day we meet our her, our other loved ones, and, above all, the Lord, at the Feast?  Love as Allen loves.  Use the talents God has given you as Allen used hers.  Show hospitality.  Welcome people home.

May she rest in peace and rise in glory!

Baptism and the Mystery of Growth


Sermon for the Second Sunday after Pentecost, June 14, 2009
Episcopal Church of the Holy Family, Jasper, Georgia
The Rev. Mary P. Johnson, Rector

On the Occasion of the Baptism of Jameson Campbell Bragg

I love summer time around Holy Family.  The grounds are teeming with life. A couple of days ago I walked along our lake, so grateful for the way the shoreline is returning to its post-drought dimensions.  


 There were schools of little fish in the grassy shallows, and in the sunshine their tails were a beautiful translucent blue-green.  There were the biggest dragonflies I’d ever seen, and all the small bright blue darting ones we used to call “darning needles” when I was small.  There are lilies 
 
and cosmos blooming, and St. John’s Wort; and rhododendron 
 
and Black-eyed Susans 
 
and Queen Anne’s Lace, 
 
all growing wild.   

There are jungle-size tomato plants in the parish garden plus a whole forest of fresh, peppery mixed greens and lettuce.  The beautiful little garden planted by our boys and girls last weekend is thriving under the midweek care of Pete Cook and Andy Edwards and Ralph Kiphuth.    
 
This is the time of year when we are aware that God created our earth to be fruitful and multiply.  This beautiful world that God made is, above all, life-affirming.
 Jesus said in today’s Gospel reading that the Kingdom of God can be likened to this kind of phenomenal, inevitable, powerful, beautiful tendency of living things to grow.  “The kingdom of God is as if someone would scatter seed on the ground, and would sleep and rise night and day, and the seed would sprout and grow, he does not know how.”  This kind of growth is mysterious and wonderful.  Scientists can describe the biochemical and genetic processes that govern the growth of plants and animals, but most agree that there is still a sense of awe and wonder that attaches to life, and leaves the curious mind wanting to learn still more. 

Paul Hawken, in his recent commencement speech to the students of the University of Portland,  listed many of the enormous challenges that young people face:  environmental degradation, profound poverty in the Third World, wars and terrorism, economic unrest… Yet he claims audaciously that the only realistic stance to take is one of hope.  Hawken said:

       There is invisible writing on the back of the diploma you will receive, and in case you didn’t bring lemon juice to decode it, I can tell you what it says: YOU ARE BRILLIANT AND THE EARTH IS HIRING.  The earth couldn’t afford to send any recruiters or limos to your school.  It sent you rain, sunsets, ripe cherries, night blooming jasmine, and that unbelievably cute person you are dating.  Take the hint.  And here’s the deal: Forget that this task of planet-saving is not possible in the time required.  Don’t be put off by people who know what is not possible.  Do what needs to be done, and check to see if it was impossible only after you are done.”

YOU ARE BRILLIANT, Hawken says to this next generation of young adults, with their newly minted degrees, AND THE EARTH IS HIRING.

All our Bible readings today are about growth, and about youth, about new creation, and about God challenging people’s concept of what is possible.  Taken together, I would like you to imagine that the readings are God’s way of sending you and me an invisible message like the one Paul Hawken saw on the diplomas of the students graduating from the University of Portland.  God’s message to us this morning is this: YOU ARE BELOVED AND GOD IS HIRING. 

Today, on this Sunday that is just a week away from mid-summer, we are baptizing the newest member of the Church, a boy who will always be able to remember that he celebrates the sacrament of New Birth on the same day as his birthday.  We are proclaiming to Jameson Campbell Bragg—but the whole congregation is along on this journey and eavesdropping—that Jameson is beloved.  Jameson is invited to live a new life, founded on hope.  Jameson is invited to remember that, in Christ, he is a new creation.

 This language about a new life, a new creation, implies that there is an old life to be left behind.  But Jameson is only two years old.  The language about renouncing sin and evil that is central to our baptism rite seems a little bit odd or forced when applied to a child, kind of like the precocious preschooler who clutched the microphone at the revival meeting and belted out “Years I spent in vanity and pride!” 

Jameson is at that age when a child begins to work on developing a robust sense of self, a mind of his own.  He will stand there and shout, “No!” when his parents tell him it’s time to stop playing with his Legos and put them away before bedtime.  He will refuse to let his Dad help him get his shoes on, and will insist, “No!  Self do it!”  That kind of contrariness is actually a part of growing up.  It is not intrinsically evil, not some root of sinfulness that needs to be beaten out of a strong-willed child.  The category of sin insinuates itself much more subtly into a child’s life. 

In my experience, what usually happens is that we adults, responsible for a child’s wellbeing, generally introduce sin and its consequences into our children’s lives.  We are self-centered or distracted and short-tempered, and the children feel and respond  to our tensions. 

Jameson is young and full of energy and potential now.  But you, and he, will one day recognize that there are ways of being that we have to turn away from if we are to be the people God created us to be.  There will be times when he discovers, to his shame and disappointment, that he has hurt somebody he loves—on purpose, and it felt good for a minute.   Sin will be well rooted in Jameson, just as it is in the rest of the human race.

But, by the grace of God,  sin will not have the final word in Jameson’s life.  Here is what I pray will have happened by then.  Jameson will have grown up with the loving involvement of his parents and grandparents, who also are followers of Jesus.  They will remind him of the day when, on his behalf, they renounced Satan and the forces of evil, when, on his behalf, they turned to Jesus as Savior and Lord.  (They can do this now, because this Sacrament of Baptism is an outward, public sign of God’s grace and goodness at work in the life of the one being baptized.  The Grace of God is at work in our lives before we ask, before we are even aware of it!) 

Someone will take Jameson, when he has done something mean or selfish, and get down on his level, and talk to him as a fellow human being who also has struggled, and they will remind Jameson that at his baptism, as the water ran down his head, the beginning of a dying to his old life started.  They will remind him that a priest put the sign of the Cross on his forehead and it was a sign that he was marked as Christ’s own—forever!  I hope and pray that someone will then remind Jameson that at his baptism he received an invitation: YOU ARE BELOVED, AND GOD IS HIRING!  Jameson, God has a job for you to do.  He wants you to help to make the world a better place.  He wants you to live in hope.  He wants you to be a light that shines in the darkness so that when other people see it they will say, “Yes!  There is a God; and God is good!”

That is what we want to have happen in Jameson’s life in a few years.  That is what we trust that God’s grace will be doing in Jameson’s life from now until the day he dies. 

This may sound like a very heavy thing to put upon a boy who is just two years old, who should be making truck sound effects and learning to like macaroni and cheese.   But it is, indeed, exactly what we are doing.  We wouldn’t be responsible human beings if we did not welcome him into God’s family, and offer him our love and support.  Because we all know that sometimes life is almost unbearably hard.   And we also all know that Jesus will not lead Jameson—or you or me—anywhere that he has not gone.  Jesus was once a two year old.  He grew up to be a twelve year old who got caught up in his Father’s business and stayed behind in Jerusalem when his parents headed back home.  He lived another twenty years or so, and, his teaching and preaching and healing so threatened the Powers of this World that they killed him.   But in the greatest paradox of the universe, the death of Jesus defeated Death.  God raised him to life again on the third day.  And so we who follow Jesus into his death know and hope that we are—and Jameson is—marked as Christ’s own forever.   And we live a life that is a response to that amazing invitation:  YOU ARE BELOVED—AND GOD HAS A JOB FOR YOU!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Hear, Read, Mark, Learn, Inwardly Digest

Sometimes my sermons have a strong teaching element.  This sermon is one of those, in which I try to give my hearers a perspective on how, in the Anglican tradition, we understand the place of the Bible in our lives.  I used the structure of the Collect of the day as an organizing principle. 

Sermon for the 25th Sunday after Pentecost
Episcopal Church of the Holy Family, Jasper, Georgia
The Rev. Mary P. Johnson, Rector

Texts: Isaiah 65:17-25; Canticle 9; 2 Thessalonians 3:6-13; Luke 21:5-19.

This is the Sunday that ends our three-year cycle of Bible readings for worship.  Next week we step outside of time, and celebrate, on the last Sunday of our liturgical year, the eternal reign of Christ the King.  And the week after, we will have moved into Advent, anticipating the coming of Jesus into our lives.  At the very beginning of our liturgical year, we begin anew to hear, rather fully, the story that God tells us in the pages of Holy Scripture.    And today, as we do every week, we prayed the Collect appointed for the day, that special prayer at the beginning of the Eucharist that gathers or collects our disparate thoughts so that we may focus on God, as a community of faith in our time and place.  Each week the Collect brings forward one theme, or one characteristic of God, or one element of our relationship with God.  This week the theme is the Holy Scriptures.  Listen prayerfully again to this Collect, written by Thomas Cranmer in the 16th century:
Blessed Lord, who caused all holy Scriptures to be written for our learning: Grant us so to hear them, read, mark, learn and inwardly digest them, that we may embrace and ever hold fast the blessed hope of everlasting life, which you have given us in our Savior Jesus Christ; who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

This prayer is very helpful in enabling us to get at the way Episcopalians understand the Bible.  And it’s not really surprising that, in our tradition, it is a prayer, rather than some other sort of document or theological statement, that best articulates the way we read the Bible.  Father Ted is always reminding us in the classes he teaches that “Lex orandi, lex credendi” is an important Anglican principle.  “Lex orandi, lex credendi” is a little Latin aphorism that translates, roughly, “How we pray tells us what we believe.”  The praying comes first; the relationship comes first.  In the two-way communication between us and God that is prayer, we work out, we discover, what we believe.  Yet, in saying this, we do not underestimate the very essential role that the Bible plays in this process of knowing God and seeking to love and obey him. 

This prayer speaks to God’s purposes in giving us the Bible.  We are to learn something from its contents.  We are to learn to know Someone; and we are to hope in and trust in the God we meet in Holy Scriptures, who is Life-giving.  This task of learning is so important that we pray for God’s help in accomplishing it.

We pray: “grant us so to hear [the Scriptures], read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest them…”  The prayer gives precedence to HEARING the Bible read aloud.  That hearing implies at least two people: a speaker and a listener.   The underlying assumption here is that these words of the Bible are to address us in community.  We listen; we listen to a specific person read a particular passage of the Bible for a particular occasion.  And that reading speaks to us where we are in our own lives, with their unique mixture of sadness and joy, anxiety and contentment, pain and joy.  In asking God to grant us to HEAR the Holy Scriptures, we are asking God to continue to give us the blessing of gathering for worship with others who are also listening. 

The next four verbs: read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest, speak to our need to go below the surface.  The Bible bears studying by every Christian, not just those who are called to ordained ministry.  One of the most powerful insights of the protestant reformation was that the Bible was for all of us.  It wasn’t a secret codebook that could only be interpreted by an inner circle.  In England, William Tyndale, a 16th century cleric, completed the first popular translation of the Bible into English, the one that was the skeleton of the King James Bible, and said that he believed that the Bible should be in the hands of every plowboy.  In fact, a major impetus of the move towards universal literacy in England was a desire to make it possible for everyone to read the Bible and, in reading, find a richer relationship with God.

But reading the Bible can be pretty challenging.  Some parts are boring.  Some parts are confusing. Some parts seem downright foreign.  And some parts absolutely grab us and have the potential to transform our lives because of how they invite us to see the world and our place in it, and to hear God calling us to new life.  The verb “mark” as it was intended by the writer of the Collect, in his day, means to pay attention, to take special note.  It’s the “mark” of “Mark my words!” Sometimes it’s as if God speaks to us so directly through the words of the Bible that we wonder how we can possibly have come upon a particular passage at that such a time in our lives.   And, frankly, there can be no harm, and perhaps a lot of good in understanding “mark” as we do in our own day.  Having a Bible of you own, in which you can underline, highlight, add  question marks or comments, as you read and study it, is a really good idea. 

We hear—and this is primary, and part of our worship in community with the People of God.  We read, we mark, and, says the Collect, we learn.  Biblical scholars have a great deal to teach us.  Translations get more accurate, archaeological and manuscript discoveries give us greater insight into the daily life.  Close reading of the biblical texts by people with skills in their original languages can yield new insights about the intentions and contexts of the very human writers whose need to put down in words something about God’s ways with his people was and, we believe, still is, guided by the Holy Spirit.  Once you start reading and studying the Bible regularly, you will probably discover what Christians have learned through the millennia.  It’s really fascinating.  It’s worthy of all the intellectual effort you put into it.  But learn as the writer of the Collect meant it also involved the lost art of memorization.  In an age when books were scarce, and when people weren’t inundated by messages in print wherever they look, they learned to commit what they heard and read to memory.  Those words of the Bible that you hide in your heart by memorization can come back at very important times.  Remember the scene in the John Grisham novel, The Client, in which the young protagonist was terrified to tell what he saw at a death scene?  Lying in a jail cell, he looked up at words from the Gospel of John that someone else had memorized and written on the wall: “You shall know the Truth, and the truth shall make you free.”  Those words gave him the courage to do the right thing. 

We hear, read, mark, and learn the message of the Bible.  But if it doesn’t change us, make us different than we were before we heard it, it hasn’t done its job.  Or, maybe it would be better to say, we haven’t done our job.  We have to inwardly digest the message of the Bible.  Digestion takes the nutrients from our food and transforms them into a form that our blood can carry to every single cell in our bodies.  When we inwardly digest the words and message of the Bible, we are taking it into ourselves.  There are sacramental elements to this kind of mindful, open-hearted encounter with God’s Word.   We take the Word of God made Flesh: Jesus, into our very being when we receive his Body and Blood in the Eucharist; we also receive Christ through the Word of God, the Holy Scriptures.

Archbishop Cranmer’s expectation was that, as God’s people hear, read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest the words and message of the Bible, it would have a wonderful effect on them.  The outcome would be lives that were more full of hope, more confident in the joys of new life that are made possible for us by what Jesus did in giving himself to us.

We read the Bible as a document of hope.  We don’t read it as a handbook on how to live, although there are many wise instructions in the Bible.  We don’t read it as a science book, although the Bible contains some remarkably astute observations about how things work.  The truth that God created the heavens and the earth is of a completely different nature than the truths about how life works at the molecular level.  We don’t read it as a document that judges people who commit sins that aren’t the ones we are tempted to commit.  We don’t read it as a code book or map for understanding the events in the future.  We read the Bible as a document that lets God’s grace in to our lives, and that addresses us both as a community of the faithful, and as people of faith.  We read the Bible because God meets us in those pages, and invites us into new life.

We hear, read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest passages like the one we heard today from Isaiah, because they awaken and preserve hope in us, and a longing for a world in which God’s goodness and justice and, above all, God’s love prevails. 

We read passages like the very practical one about living in community in Paul’s second letter to the Thessalonians because we are reminded that we are part of a community that can get bogged down, sometimes, and frustrated about the incomplete state of other people’s sanctification—as they are frustrated about the incomplete state of OUR sanctification.  We read for those encouraging words that say to people in Paul’s day, and, by extension, to us: “Do not be weary in doing right.”

We hear, read, mark, learn, and inwardly digest passages like today’s Gospel lesson, because by them we gain confidence that God is working out his purposes, despite appearances to the contrary.  When the forces of evil seem to be winning, when we or those we love go through suffering or persecution because of a decision not to be weary in doing right, we read these words of Jesus with hope.  These all are words that remind us that God is the God of life, in whose presence we have true joy and delight.  The dreadful portents that are signs that the end is near are, even more truly, the signs of the approaching dawn of God’s new heaven and new earth.

A Month of "Preacher's Perspective" articles in the Pickens Progress


The Pickens Progress is a lively weekly newspaper for Pickens County, Georgia, a rural county of about 30,000 people in the foothills of the Blue Ridge mountains.  Each month, a different member of the clergy contributes a 500 word piece for a religion column.  It was my turn in October, 2009, and I submitted the following four columns.  It was a chance for me to do something quite different from what my colleagues usually did.  Frequently, they would subdivide a sermon into four parts, and often the sermon would focus on what would happen to people who disregarded God's behavioral expectations.  I wanted to show, by way of contrast, how Episcopalians read the Bible and how our faith informs our lives.

Week 1: 

James, the Apostle who doesn’t talk much

The disciples—apart from Peter-- don’t talk much in the Gospels. But we do hear James and John—together—in one important conversation with Jesus.  You can read about it in Matthew 20.

Neither of them comes out looking very good.  They are hoping to get some respect and honor out of their involvement with the One that they imagine will soon be the earthly ruler of the Kingdom of Heaven. 

Unless you consider it in its larger context as it appears in Matthew, you won’t catch the really deep irony of the request.  Jesus has just made the statement that is in some ways the key to understanding the “rules” of the Kingdom of Heaven: 
          “The last shall be first, and the first shall be last.”
 To illustrate what he was talking about in more concrete terms, he told the parable of the Generous Employer who pays a bonus to the unfortunate employees who were hired only very late in the day.  The Kingdom of Heaven works by different rules, much more grace-filled rules, than the world we know now.  Jesus then went on, as he and his disciples headed up to Jerusalem, to explain that, once he got there, he would be betrayed, arrested, beaten, and crucified—and raised on the third day. 

THEN James and John show up, with their Mom. Mrs. Zebedee makes the Big Request: “Declare that these two sons of mine will sit, one at your right hand and one at your left.”

Jesus politely says to Mrs. Zebedee: “ You do not know what you are asking.”  Then he turns to the two boys and addresses them directly: “Are you able to drink the cup that I am about to drink?” 

They simply toss off the reply: “Sure; we can do that.” 

“Well,” says Jesus, “you WILL drink the cup. (You’ll get the suffering that is the true legacy of all who seek the Kingdom of Heaven.) But the privilege of sitting on my right hand in the Kingdom is not mine to give.”   

In the entire New Testament, there is no record of a single word that  James ever says by himself.  He is the quiet member of the Inner Circle. He was there on the Mountain of Transfiguration, and when Jairus’ daughter was raised from the dead.  He was there, dragged by his mother, perhaps, into a conversation about what really matters. 

And he was there, a faithful witness, not only to the death, but also to the resurrection of Jesus as the Young Church grew.  He was there still, a faithful witness to the power of God to transform lives when persecution came to the Christians.  James was the first, but not the last, of the Twelve to be killed as a martyr.

Thanks be to God for disciples like James!  They remind us that we can make big mistakes, we can have fundamental misunderstandings of what God up to,  and God will work with us until we understand better what his plans for us are.   They remind us that we need not be famous or leave a legacy of words to be faithful. They remind us that it is a privilege and an honor to suffer in Christ’s name.  


Week 2:
Mary, the Mother of Jesus

I grew up in an evangelical denomination. When Wayne and I became Episcopalians, the church we joined was “Anglo-Catholic” and had life-size images of Jesus and his Mother. The priest there would speak of Mary as Our Lady.  I didn’t know what to make of it.

Soon afterward, I went off to a very protestant seminary, Princeton.  Surely God has a sense of humor.  For there I met Mary in my church history courses as Theotokos, a Greek word that means, “One who gives birth to God.” Giving Mary that title was saying that Jesus, who grew in Mary’s womb, is God. I came to understand the traditions of the Church about the perpetual virginity of Mary as an extra-Biblical expression of the immensity of Mary’s responsibility and responsiveness to God. Language about Mary’s virginity was more about Jesus than it was about Mary herself.

Then Wayne and I were ready to start our family. While pregnant myself, I re-considered the role of Mary, pondering the miracle of nurturing a life inside me.   At a medical appointment just at the end of my first trimester, however, the doctor could no longer find a heartbeat.  I was devastated.  Mary became my companion in grief, and the words I took into my heart were those of the elderly Simeon, that he spoke to Mary when she took Baby Jesus to the temple.  Simeon blessed Jesus and then he added, quite mysteriously, “…and a sword will pierce your own soul too” (Luke 2:35).  For several months I walked in companionship with Mary, the Mother of Sorrows.  I thought about Michaelangelo, who in his Pieta, captured something of the depth of a mother’s grief at the death of her own child.

Somehow, miraculously, God brought healing and hope.  In the next seven years, we had five children. As the years passed, my understanding of the Communion of Saints changed.  C.S. Lewis, writing on prayer, helped me to see that God, who calls us into eternity from the moment we, like Mary, say “Yes,” gives us companions on the way to pray for us.  Lewis thought that, since Christians share now in eternal life, if I can ask you to pray for me, and offer to pray for you, then we may ask those who have died to pray for us.   Lewis’s comment opened the door for me to join with my Catholic sisters and brothers in asking Mary to pray for me.  Praying the Rosary then became a part of my spiritual practice. 

Recently I have begun to think about Mary as the classic, even archetypal example of what a human being, fully open to cooperating with God’s Spirit, can be and do.  Mary was a mighty woman because she knew the mighty power of God.

Mary said “YES” to God’s call.  She rejoiced to yield fully to the power of God’s Spirit at work in her.  From her body came Jesus.    The early Christians saw in Mary the Archetype of a fully human being, fully open to God’s grace.  The Grace is God’s!  The Glory is God’s!  As God raised Jesus, and his resurrection defeated death, so God took Mary home, exalted to glories that she, and we, could never imagine.  That is why the traditional words of the Hail Mary so appropriately conclude: “Mother of God, pray for us sinners now AND at the hour of our death.”

Week 3:

The Visitation of Mary to Elizabeth

Remember a high school English class where your teacher tried to get you to appreciate stories for more than just their plots? One of my teachers, Mrs. Leak,  had us identifying literary techniques.  Our favorite was the Christ Figure.  Simon was a Christ figure in The Lord of the Flies, and we were sure they lurked in most novels. With gratitude to Mrs. Leak, I invite you to look closely at Luke’s narrative of the visitation of Mary to Elizabeth.

Luke begins with Zechariah and Elizabeth.  Though they ought to deserve the blessing of children, they have none. The term “barren” applied to them—as it did to Rachel; to Samuel’s mother, Hannah; even, in the prophetic writings, metaphorically to the nation of Israel at a time they felt forsaken by God.  Angels announced the birth of children to Abraham and Sarah, and to Samson’s parents. Now, in Luke, the angel Gabriel came to Zechariah in the Jerusalem Temple, with word that Elizabeth would soon be a mother.   The first hearers of Luke’s Gospel, who knew these stories from their Hebrew scriptures, would smile and recognize that God was about to do something wonderful for Elizabeth and Zechariah. 

Elizabeth remained secluded while her precious and miraculous child developed, secluded, inside her womb.  Meanwhile, the angel Gabriel is sent to a small town in rural Galilee, to a young woman going about her everyday tasks.   (Can you hear Mrs. Leak saying “foreshadowing!” –which you can only know has taken place in retrospect—and that, she said, is why good literature bears reading again and again.)

(And can you hear Mrs. Leak saying “Watch for contrasts, people!”)  Elizabeth, long married, was almost past hoping for a child.  Mary, recently engaged, was just beginning to imagine life with her future husband, Joseph.  For Elizabeth, pregnancy was something to share joyously with the world.  Yet she goes into seclusion for most of her pregnancy.  Mary, pregnant out of wedlock, goes out into public and makes a journey to see her relative, Elizabeth.  Elizabeth’s husband, Zechariah, a priest, and therefore one who represents the people before God in word and deed, has lost his voice.  Mary and Elizabeth have found theirs.  In the double seclusion of the womb and of his mother’s withdrawal from the world, an unborn child leaps for the joy of recognition of the Savior of the world. Nothing in the text tells us that Elizabeth knew Mary’s situation when she walked into that house, dusty from her journey.  The first ones to welcome the Savior of the world were women.  In a family where the man has been silenced, the voice of the wife rings out with joy.  What a reversal of all that is expected!

Literary analysis helps us to plumb the depths of this story. The narrative is richer and more wonderful when we pay close attention to its contours.  But still we must listen to that cynical 14 year old boy in the back row who asks: “So what???” 

Here are two things I think God says to us, 20 centuries later.

First: Elizabeth recognized the presence of God in Mary. In the Visitation of Mary, Elizabeth recognized God’s Great Visitation to humankind.  Similarly, God visits us through our neighbors. 

Second:  Mary wasn’t alone when she sang her song.  Elizabeth and Mary were together, and their joy increased.  In community, there is joy, a recognition of God at work, and strength and power and insight. 

This may be the day that somebody looks at you, with all your imperfections, with all the things about yourself that you wish were better—and you may be the very person in whom Christ shines forth for your neighbor.  You may in a sense be—oh, Mrs. Leak, rejoice!—a Christ figure for your neighbor. 


Week 4:

Halloween and All Saints


Many churches recognize Sunday, November 1, as All Saints Day.  In the English-speaking world, this day was also called All Hallows.  Lots of little people, and many older folks who enjoy costumes and parties, are likely to be pretty tired Sunday morning, because the night before is Halloween. 

Halloween has a far higher profile in the secular world than does the Christian feast of All Hallows or All Saints. Most people who put spooky and even downright macabre and scary decorations in houses and yards have totally lost touch with the religious roots of their practices.  

When Christian missionary monks came to pagan Britain and Ireland more than a thousand years ago, they encountered people who had a yearly festival after harvest to honor the beloved dead and to appease the spirits of those whom they had reason to fear even after death.  People would disguise themselves on the night that they believed the dead could return to the world of the living.  They would put lights inside hollowed out root vegetables.  It was a frightening, strange night.    Christians, after the resurrection of Jesus, no longer fear death in the same way they once did.  While the act of dying may sometimes be painful and very literally de-humanizing, we believe that death brings us into a different kind of closeness with God.  So the monks took that scary night and “hallowed” it by making it a day to give thanks for and take inspiration from the saints who, according to the New Testament teachings of the books of Hebrews and Revelation, are present with God where there is no more sorrow because God has dried all tears, where there is no sin because God’s forgiveness has been freely received, and where there is no longer any separation or alienation from God, the source of all love and goodness. 

The English word “hallow,”  familiar to us from the Lord’s Prayer, is related to the modern German word for “holy,” heilig.  On All Hallows, we give thanks to God for the holy (hallowed) men and women who lived lives exemplary for their faithfulness to their Lord Jesus.  We call them Saints.  The Roman Catholic and Orthodox churches have official ways of recognizing certain of these people.  But you and I all have our own list of people whose lives have inspired us to follow more closely in the Way of Jesus. They now surround us as a “great cloud of witnesses” and encourage us by their example and even by their prayers for us.

Should Christian parents let their children participate in Halloween?  Yes—but with a lot of teaching.  It is good for small children to engage in imaginary play, and dress up.  One way to defeat the very real forces of evil that are out there is to mock them, and, from a place of knowing that God is stronger, to laugh at them.  Halloween costumes can give children a chance to do this.  You can read Hebrews 11 and 12 with elementary age children, and Revelation 7 with small children and teens alike.  You can recognize that their fears (however trivial they may seem to adults) are real, and that God walks with them through their scariest times.  We can downplay the candy and the greedy acquisitiveness. We can encourage children to make their own costumes from things we have around the house.  Finally, we can remind older teens to save the really scary stuff for after the little ones are home and safe in bed.